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Pre-med student by day, full time painter at night. As it goes, this is where I brush the colors of my heart.

Alam nating pareho na may girlfriend ka na, pero juskopo, hanggang ngayon ba naman, malandi ka pa rin sa’kin?!! Akala ko ba tumigil ka na?!?!! Sobrang kapal kasi ng mukha mo eh. Hindi porket di ka binibitawan ng gf mo eh rason na yun para ipagpatuloy mo pa rin yang kalokohan mo. For goodness sake, hindi mo ikinagwapo yan. Sa ginagawa mo, lalo mo akong binibigyan nang dahilan para mas lalo ka pang iwasan. Kairita na eh! Nahuhuli kitang nakatitig sa’kin kahit nasa malayo ako, harana dito harana doon, uuriratin mo ‘ko kung bakit ako wala sa ganto o ganyan, tapos pati ba naman sa report mo, gawin ba namang example ang sitwasyon ng lovelife ko? Indirectly convincing me that he’s not right for me? Oo nga naman. Isa ka sa mga dakilang stalker ko eh. Okay sige, given na hindi siya perfect,— may bisyo, babaero, gago, manloloko, mukhang pera, but dude so what? Kahit na ganun siya, siya pa rin ang nilalaman ng puso ko. Stop stressing out his imperfections kasi it won’t work on me. Because to tell you frankly, I already knew all of those even before you discovered them on your own. You will never be him. Hindi na ikaw ang gusto ko. Period. As simple as that. Mahirap bang unawain yun? Kung ramdam na ramdam mong perfect ka at ako na ang future wife mo, well feeling mo lang yun. You might be smart, rich, popular, pero like what I’m always saying, you will never be him. Hindi na nakakatuwa eh. Ano ngayon kung napagtanto mo na wala na kaming connection ngayon? Na pinutol ko na ugnayan ko sa kanya? Hindi porket ginawa ko yun eh ibig sabihin, hindi ko na siya mahal. Mahal? Yes, you heard it right, he’s the one that I love. Wala na akong pakialam kung paniwalaan mo yan o hindi, it doesn’t matter anymore kasi yan ang nararamdaman ko. Wag ka nang mag-ilusyon na mapapasayo ako, kasi ako na nagsasabi, it will never happen (even in your wildest dreams). Kaya please lang, parang awa mo na, know your limitations. Boundaries please, utang na loob. And please, pleaaaase stop flirting with me (dapat may bad word yan na kasama kasi inis na talaga ako pero hindi kasi good girl ako). God knows how much I want him to be with me. Kung pwede lang pagpalitin kayong dalawa eh…. haaaaist. Titiisin ko na lang. We might be seeing each other every single day (ligaya mo eh), and you might be thinking I’ll forget him just like that, but know this truth, his absence makes me love him even more. We may be apart from each other, but he’s always in my mind and heart. And I don’t need labels because I know too well that it’s not the basis of loving someone. Ikaw nga eh, naaatim mong magcheat when you’re in a relationship. Hindi ka na naawa sa gf mo. So please, for the last time, I’m asking you to stop making advances on me, acting as if you’re available and free. You don’t love me. You don’t even know half of my heart. You’re just attached to the idea of me being the right and perfect girl for you. But sorry, I’m not. I’ll never be that one. I’m hoping, by this, matuto ka sa pagiging loyal ko.

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Paul Washer

Paul Washer

plantvibes:

"The heart is not like a box that gets filled up; it expands in size the more you love." 
Her (dir. Spike Jonze, 2013)

plantvibes:

"The heart is not like a box that gets filled up; it expands in size the more you love." 

Her (dir. Spike Jonze, 2013)

aseaofquotes:

Elizabeth Berg, The Year of Pleasures

aseaofquotes:

Elizabeth Berg, The Year of Pleasures